Ugh!

I hate paydays now. Stupid sick idiot is causing us to go into the poor house. I'm doing what I can but I hate finagling the bills. At least they'll get paid and we won't starve but I just hate not having the little bit of extra every payday. Its not like we ever had a lot of extra but all I want is enough. I don't think its too much to ask for and I also don't think its too much to ask hubby to not get pissed when I tell him whats what either. @@ He can get over himself and stop kowtowing to his partner that caused this whole mess. Somehow in hubby's mind its all my fault for not saving any money throughout the year and for not saving any money from the loan last week (I paid all but a little money to go to the movies on bills). How can I get anything saved when we go through this crap every freaking year? He's quick to defend the stupid idiot. Now he said that when nephew gets a job he can help out. Jeez, where does he think the food came from for the last two weeks? I want nephew to help himself and get out asap. I don't want him here forever. Nephew needs to get a car, insurance and an apartment and out of here and be a grown man. That's what I'm pushing him for. Nephew also isn't getting any more cigarette money from us either. That's over. We definitely don't have it this time.